the thrill/despair

It was a fine morning when i was awakened reluctantly by my mother's scream.yea,and u couldnt imagine how would it be when she squeaks.you would probably stay miles away from her just to avoid havin the buzz in your ears.wakaka.so nice talkin scandals about mom here.=P alrite,what's up with the morning when i got up?I finally RECEIVED the letter for my 1st semester results.i had been waitin for soo long and it came ultimately.I didnt pass with rather dazzling results which i knew because with only a tiny efforts i did put in.well,my mom.When she was yelling at my name which it sounded like she hardly catches her breath and it goes like,"hooo hooo hoooonggggggg" for times,i jumped out from the bed anxiously to see what on earth was happennin actually."WHAT WHAT...WHATS WRONG.." i muttered to my mom when she was walkin towards my direction.My mom was panting when she rushed to tell me somewhat a so-called good news,"You got the letter,you got the letter..".She was being mysterious nt to unveil it and out of frustration i fumbled and grabbed hold the letter to read.I knew it couldnt be that bad because there was a big smile on my mom's face.For the first moment i looked upon the letter,i thought i got A for the subjects but i was not right.It was C indeed.In my head i was thinkin why the heck is she so delighted with only C grade i obtained.To be honest,prior to the days,i was afraid tht i might flunk the subjects and yeah,now tht i shud be pleased with the outcomes instead of MOANing.On top of that,my parents are delighted with ive gotten for them.They are not demanding for who i am and how far ive gone.Yet,i feel abashed.I shud have given them something to make them feel superior.yeah,it is superiority tht im sayin.I was once a failure and i dont hope for a second."enough is enough" doesnt seem to get me imprinted.I cry,cry and cry in the middle of the night to make sure no one could see the tears tht i drop.Im always actin strong externally and its a bit wearin me off now.Anyways,second semester is going to start in two weeks time,another test tht i wil be put in.A promising results can be a certainty for my parents/myself!

And now here's the sports mania come..
Euro2008
Yesterday stayed up to watch the match between Italy and France.It did really buck me up throughout the game.I was on cloud nine and jumped vigorously when Italian were awarded a penalty by the tackle from a French and as a result,he was red carded. =D and a second goal was come from a free kick when the ball hit Henry's foot it deflected into the net! 2-0! what a nice game.I was used to idolize Henry but not anymore due to his stuck-up trait.
Flash-back
If only you could still remember,back to World Cup 2006 where there was a classical moment by Zidane and Materazzi.Hah.Zidane head-butted Materazzi after he'd said something which its after studied by various people to figure out wad were actually the words spoken by him.It is believed it was a curse.
NBA Finals
Los Angeles!! Lakers failed to hold the game.disapppointing one.but somehow it doesnt affect me much as i missed the game due to a sleepyhead im. =P and the MVP was given to Paul Pierce this season and I raised doubts why its not Kobe Bryant.After a few observations,it tells that Lakers have deteriorated since the departure of many star players the likes of Fox,O'neal and other few players which i cant rmb.Still,Lakers as always so long as Bryant is inside. =DD