Well,I am back.with stronger piece of mind psychologically.Well, time is 3 in the morning.That sounds to be an usual time by not getting to bed.and i am so gonna put the blame on my fucking roommate.now that i have given him a name which is HAMKAHCAN.you would not really want to have a roommate like HAMKAHCAN.he is such a nocturnal asshole.
Lemme have some recalls of the happenings around me.um basically nothing was so special but one,arsenal lost and that totally led Gunners fans to disbelief. Somehow,they will perform better and I always have faith in them.
Comes to talk about my personality.Well I admit I can be such an irrational person at times and pour out those offensive and hurtful words, but deep inside i don't mean it.If you were the one I am pointing,please accept my apology.I have been persistently trying to transform myself into a better person(In case you dont know my history or you have probably forgotten,I was one kind of a monster in my primary and secondary school).Self-conscious tells me I am good at the presence(One just cant reach better when he does not even reach the standard of being good).In my 20s now,it is the time of taking introspections seriously.Knowing where do you stand amongst the community always is a negligible question.I take no joke in it.
(Refer back to the first line of this article)Sometimes it is irritating when you ask yourself a thousand of questions like "Have I worked hard?","What's the reason behind working so hard?".When you do well you would probably say,well it is my hard-earned credit and everyone gonna gimme a sense of admiration.But what if you are beaten?Some would say,yes this is my responsibility of realizing my mistakes and find a solution yet some would say,no this or that bloody factors that cause the low performance(and sadly to speak,I FELL into this category).I know whatever I do is for my own sake.I know i have to take the full responsibility.Honestly speaking I was not educated rightly when i was young(absolutely not in terms of abusiveness,I am saying,academically).On the whole,I see the bright me.
um,3:50 in the morning.50 minutes passed.and I am actually feeling unwell.If I am not wrong I fell ill just two weeks ago.now it happens to me again,look bad health i have now.The condition is worse.just now took 3 hours of "sleep or nap" but woke up thanks to this HAMKAHCAN.
Worst still,a test later and i read nothing.It is just too hard to read with the serious headache and flu.I mean I will definitely read but dont think I can absorb well.What is going to happen?be blessed.
"Being nice wins ME peanuts,Being mean takes ME places."
should have known the better ME now.
3 comments:
ern..actually i understand ur feeling too...is very difficulty to find some roommate tat understanding..i think u should talk thu v him..tell him ur feeling..dont keep in heart..if not one day later he will climb up ur head la...i faced tis problem b4..i found tat i am lost..but finally i found actually roommate is the best among other coz he is the most noe u well..some tat made us laugh,some tat make us cry..He will make mistakes,He just a man...try to forgive people and dont forget how tat ppl treat u..take k...^^
Hi there.
The best is to stay in a single room, but that costs. We can hardly find a roommate that we are fully satisfied with, it's really difficult. I usually never talk to my roommate, I think I'm damn arrogant person. After staying in the same room for 1/2 year plus only I gave him my phone number on his request. And he doesn't have my msn. I really don't talk to him actively, only when he asks a question, I respond. Hahaha, many are saying that I'm anti-social. But I think this is not completely bad, because when others are not familiar with you, they tend to be more "conscious" about what they are doing. Once you get too close, then sometimes they just don't care about you and do whatever they like, assuming you won't mind. So I never "socialize" too much with roommate. Haha, anti-social person uh. Oh sorry I can't help you with your problem, just sharing my story, haha.
Besides that, I think you really shouldn't compete with others in term of results. Because everyone has his strengths and weaknesses we are gonna suffer if we keep competing and comparing. Remember, there is no contest of "being you".
And, take care dude!
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i think is you should talk with ur roomate first..
i use to be tell my room mate what i likes and i dislikes..
and later, we can communicate well.. haha...
yeah..luckily we both are people who love clean...unlike my friend's roommate.. he wear his underwear for 3days continuously.... hell!! his room is damn smelly! haha...
and, i know you are changing, hope you wont give up easily lah....
good luck buddy! =D
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