20.04.09

'Am i alright?what is happening to me?' The words cross my mind these few days cause ive been very i suppose quite productive,like did the household chores and work on with the papers.it is just so unlike me.mr mirror told me im a flamming slack person who does NOTHING everyday but slep,eat,tv.um,for so long,i ultimately found the purpose of life.The will that i had been searching for nine years.Speaking of happiness,everytime i question myself how could i find genuine happiness in life.how to not let it fade so that i could always wear a smiley face.know I have been sort of a pessismist as what my brother always told.I realized that happiness is not what makes you happy but it is how you do to attain it.and gradually ive recognised the problem.It is how much you give yourself in life.It is how you treat your life.I believe life is fair.when one gives it all out for a particular stuff,though prejudice happens and rather one gets an awful outcome,it is the satisfaction that makes you smile.Others might get better results yet they dont take pride in it,it makes no contentment in the achievement.I believe hard work will be paid off someday.admit that Im quite kiasu after seeing many of my friends work so hard to earn themselves a deserving position.the position refers to popularity,achievement,and riches? lets start kickin butt to have a better tommorow,people! ;D