Letter to her

To xxx,

"It has been 4 years we lost contact.How are you getting on?It was 2004 when I first noticed your existence.You're breathtaking to happen to catch my attention.The demeanor and appearance told the story.I wasnt convinced by people around talking scandal of how unruly you're.Bear in mind in form4 tuition classes everytime i hoped for a glance on you in order to dissolve the suspense if you're doing good.It was a fine start for our friendship,chat in MSN everyday until late at night.and we kinda bonded it after some time.We got into a better friendship.We started to ring each other every night.We talked,about every single stuff,until you requested me if i could sing u songs.I refused claiming I would do so when I was prepared for it.Honestly I nvr thought I would,i was just finding excuses to escape since you were forceful.Coincidentally,we are both into LeeHom.Do u still remember you called me letting me listen to LeeHom singing "Wei Yi" live in Genting in July 2005?I was thankful and touched.Ive always regretted towards the things I overlooked.It was your birthday and I didnt bother to think of how to celebrate with you,at least making up some gift.In contrast,you did so many things on my birthday.You called me sharp at 12am but I was fucked up enough not to answer your callsss since I was having fun in funfair with friends.Until i got back home,you called again and I told you lies.We were onda phone for almost 5 hours that night though you could have sensed the boredom in the conversation.The next day,to my surprise,you in fact prepared me lovely gifts.Time as if stopped on October 2005,the moment where you finally blurted out what had been bottling up inside.I was clueless and rather irresponsive towards your question.You cried,and cried,and cried,I got frightened,I keep thinking of the answers I gave were unacceptably ridiculous.Silence at last solved the mystery.And we are now both strangers..
It's you who left me abundant memories in LeeHom's songs.It's you who made me nostalgic.It's you who inflicted such a pain in my head,for life.It's you who Ive an ultimate answer for love.
If I were given a second chance,I would tell life's too short to not like you..However,you are living happily ever after with your boy now,hope he treats you well"..